it make me feel that I'M HOME..!!!^^ (finally)
eventhough,it still feel like something is missing..
actually,since i was lil girl,yesterday,now on,tomorrow,maybe 4eva..
...i've had that feeling...feel afraid about you..feel scared 2 loosing u..feeling that i really miss u...
when u say good bye 2me..
when u blow ur hand n get into d car..(wherereeva u'll go)
when i kiss ur hand u kiss my cheek n my forehead n says "dont forget 2 bla..bla..,n bla..bla..,n bla..bla.."
in that momment..deep inseide my heart i'm afraid with u..im afraid that after that i'll never c u again,n i just wanna be with u whereeva u'll go..
n now,after u go n never come back..
i just dont know what i'm suppose 2 do..
trust me!! every second of my life i just thinking about u..it's not b'cz now u'll never come back..it happens long..really long time ago..since i knew u..i just always scared that i'll never c ur face again..never hear ur voice,n never say/called u...
the more I try to forget you,2 forget about u,2 moving forward,2 receive this circumstances.. the more i remembering every momment with u...
n to keep smile n laugh in front of d people..n pretend that something worst (loosing u) never happen to me...it sucks..n
IT's HURT ME SO MUCH...
eventhough,it still feel like something is missing..
actually,since i was lil girl,yesterday,now on,tomorrow,maybe 4eva..
...i've had that feeling...feel afraid about you..feel scared 2 loosing u..feeling that i really miss u...
when u say good bye 2me..
when u blow ur hand n get into d car..(wherereeva u'll go)
when i kiss ur hand u kiss my cheek n my forehead n says "dont forget 2 bla..bla..,n bla..bla..,n bla..bla.."
in that momment..deep inseide my heart i'm afraid with u..im afraid that after that i'll never c u again,n i just wanna be with u whereeva u'll go..
n now,after u go n never come back..
i just dont know what i'm suppose 2 do..
trust me!! every second of my life i just thinking about u..it's not b'cz now u'll never come back..it happens long..really long time ago..since i knew u..i just always scared that i'll never c ur face again..never hear ur voice,n never say/called u...
the more I try to forget you,2 forget about u,2 moving forward,2 receive this circumstances.. the more i remembering every momment with u...
n to keep smile n laugh in front of d people..n pretend that something worst (loosing u) never happen to me...it sucks..n
IT's HURT ME SO MUCH...
miss u mom'z
