Prepare for the new year eve…!!!

i still wonder about how would be my new year eve 
I really want to spent my last seconds of 2010 with all my BFF in the heart of the city..
Enjoy what we can’t enjoy before..
Go to the cinema..have dinner in luxurious restaurant (with our money, no parents contribution)..*just happen once of our life perhaps…J
laugh together..happy together, do stupid thing, get some fun, feel the euphoria together..so we can forget our problem for a moment
Maybe it’s some reflection of my dissatisfied because lately I always spent my free time in this lovely  Dayeuhkolot… :D
Because I’m in the rehabilitation period of my bad habit of being shopaholic without no responsibility..*euuww..!! u must be kill this habit
But suddenly I realize it’s such not a good idea..because it’s will ruin my rehab.. cause it’s just like another bad habit..*spent the money with unclear purpose..just get awhile of happiness..huufftt
So what should I do, another plan please..
Plan B
my best friend Gigo want to celebrate it with country atmosphere, with the silent of the village, far from city noisy..and with the fragrant of the wooden house..
the problem is..
I, and my BFF are trovaholic (we love traveling a lot).. and that moment is just ordinary moment which always we do in the weekend..so I thought that a boring idea..we need some unusual crazy idea to make an unforgettable new year eve..*cause maybe this is our last new year eve together..
Another idea…??? There’s no Plan C till know.. 
Let’s we rewind for the previous new year eve preparation of mine..
In my childhood, I’ve never think about what would I do in new year eve together.. or what kind of party that I should make.. because of my family, I mean my big big family had already a routine of make a fabulous new year eve party that adults and kids never forget about it.. it’s just like in heaven where all what you want is already exist. It also a warm party and describe how we love each other..
In my teenager period..I have a party with my BFF and some friends, lot of friends I guess..hhe..
I  divide my self to be present in my family and my friends party.. sometime I count down the last second to welcome the new year with my family and sometimes I do with my friends..but if I do it with my friends, 12.30 a.m I have to already back in my family party.
The “must” thing that I have to do for the preparation is make a resolution for the next year with my beloved mom.. we share each other about what we’ll gonna do in the next year..
We wrote it in the piece of paper, and we adhere it in our room in a board which we called “my vision board”.. you know what? This kind of habit, is the good one..because it’ll help you to make it real of all your dreams.
Actually, till the last year I still do this kind of habit (write down my resolution, I mean…)
It remind me that I forget to do that..whereas this is the important thing, this is the point, the main thing that we should prepare for the new year…
No matter how will you spent your new year eve…
Because it’s not only prepare for the new year eve but also what u’ll become in the future..at least for the next 1 year.

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November 09th 2009 (my mom b'Day present...)

you've taught me love
you've taught me sad
you've taught me friendship
you've taught me smile
yuu've taught me crying
you've taught me mad
you've taught me selfish
you've taught me share
you've taught me everything,,
everything that make me always love you as long as i breathe,
cause you're the only reason i'm feeling lucky to be born in this world,
i'm lucky that you have me as your daughter,that i'm proud i belong with you in this world,,and because of you,i belive in god ,,
i belive god always give d best for every human in this world,,,because god give you to me as my mom,,
in every second of my life i alwayas feel how lucky i am,,every single word wich came out from your mouth make me feel that i am the lucky,the happiness,beloved person on this world

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i'm the fool person,
you make me that way,
you  make me feel that way,,
u make me don't know how to thanks
everything i do, just make me like a fool person

you always do, what people won't do to me,,
you always give me what people never give to me,,
you've taught me what people didn't taught to me,,,
everyday, every minute, every second u always do it,,
every single time u always do the same,,
to me,,,,,
the things that makes me mad
the things that makes me sad
the things that makes me cry, when finally i realize that  i never found it from anyone else,,
the things that i missed when i far from u
the things that make me love you,,
now when god give me chance to repay,
to give it back to you
i can't do like you do
i can't give like you give
i can't thought  like you thought,,
i never can do it to you as the best as you do it to me,,,
you make me feel like i am fool person
because i dont know how to thanks to you,,,
but  in this special day,i just want you to know one thing that 
I LOVE YOU MOM,,,,,,,,
and I always pray may God Love you too.
 

I LOVE U SO MUCH,,
I love you more than my love to my friends
I love you more than my love to my family
I love you more than my love to my self

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